okay, so i figured it was about time for a real update to this thing...nevermind that i can hardly type right now for reasons unknown. i keep pushing the wrong buttons...i mean, seriously, i've been typing for years!

anyway, let's get back on track here, shall we?

we all know you guys only read this for updates on my drawings, so here goes. i'm totally dissatisfied with the pictures i've been doing lately...i mean, i think i'm losing my touch. their faces all look childish to me and the outfits are lacking my normal detail. what the heck is wrong with me? i'm so confused...i'm not even putting out things that i like for the people who request them.

yes yes i know that mushie's avi was really good when it comes to me drawing guys, but there was something wrong with iluvpuppy's request and i failed at drawing a chibi for digital pancake (not to mention i just had a whole bunch of trouble typing that sentance). i cant take a break, though, 'cause i've got more commissions from gaia and that secret santa thing to do plus the collab i mentioned a little while ago and the things i have to do for vector.

for a while i think i need to focus on my own stuff...the RDS sounds like a good idea and my OCs are feeling neglected. maybe after some of my own work i'll be able to regain some of the skill that i've lost while doing things my heart hasnt been in. i mean, hikari always looks good, right? she's got an older looking face, but i think its 'cause she has smaller eyes.

anyway...not so much of an update...just me complaining lol

i'll get to working on things eventually. i have to finish this one commission, though, before i take a break with them.

i hope to get back to work on the RDS soon and i still have to draw my OCs in their new outfits (which i've had plenty of time to design).

i wish i got to keep that skin =/

well its almost 4 in the morning, so im gunna crash.